Being different from ordinary men.

31 May 400BC2 min read

Chapter 20

When we renounce learning we have no troubles. The (ready) 'yes,' and (flattering) 'yea;' Small is the difference they display. But mark their issues, good and ill; What space the gulf between shall fill? What all men fear is indeed to be feared; but how wide and without end is the range of questions (asking to be discussed)! The multitude of men look satisfied and pleased; as if enjoying a full banquet, as if mounted on a tower in spring. I alone seem listless and still, my desires having as yet given no indication of their presence. I am like an infant which has not yet smiled. I look dejected and forlorn, as if I had no home to go to. The multitude of men all have enough and to spare. I alone seem to have lost everything. My mind is that of a stupid man; I am in a state of chaos. Ordinary men look bright and intelligent, while I alone seem to be benighted. They look full of discrimination, while I alone am dull and confused. I seem to be carried about as on the sea, drifting as if I had nowhere to rest. All men have their spheres of action, while I alone seem dull and incapable, like a rude borderer. (Thus) I alone am different from other men, but I value the nursing-mother (the Dao).

第二十章

唯之与阿①,相去几何?美之与恶②,相去若何?人之所畏③,不可不畏。荒兮④,其未央哉⑤!众人熙熙⑥,如享太牢⑦,如春登台⑧。我⑨独泊兮⑩,其未兆⑾;沌沌兮⑿,如婴儿之未孩⒀;傫傫兮⒁,若无所归。众人皆有余⒂,而我独若遗⒃。我愚人之心也哉⒄!俗人昭昭⒅,我独昏昏⒆。俗人察察⒇,我独闷闷[21]。澹兮[22],其若海;飂兮[23],若无止。众人皆有以[24],而我独顽且鄙[25]。我独异于人,而贵食母[26]

译文

应诺和呵斥,相距有多远?美好和丑恶,又相差多少?人们所畏惧的,不能不畏惧。这风气从远古以来就是如此,好像没有尽头的样子。众人都熙熙攘攘、兴高采烈,如同去参加盛大的宴席,如同春天里登台眺望美景。而我却独自淡泊宁静,无动于衷。混混沌沌啊,如同婴儿还不会发出嘻笑声。疲倦闲散啊,好像浪子还没有归宿。众人都有所剩余,而我却像什么也不足。我真是只有一颗愚人的心啊!众人光辉自炫,唯独我迷迷糊糊;众人都那么严厉苛刻,唯独我这样淳厚宽宏。恍惚啊,像大海汹涌;恍惚啊,像飘泊无处停留。世人都精明灵巧有本领,唯独我愚昧而笨拙。我唯独与人不同的,关键在于得到了“道”。

注释

1、唯之与阿:唯,恭敬地答应,这是晚辈回答长辈的声音;阿,怠慢地答应,这是长辈回答晚辈的声音。唯的声音低,阿的声音高,这是区别尊贵与卑贱的用语。

2、美之与恶:美,一本作善,恶作丑解。即美丑、善恶。

3、畏:惧怕、畏惧。

4、荒兮:广漠、遥远的样子。

5、未央:未尽、未完。

6、熙熙:熙,和乐,用以形容纵情奔欲、兴高采烈的情状。

7、享太牢:太牢是古代人把准备宴席用的牛、羊、猪事先放在牢里养着。此句为参加丰盛的宴席。

8、如春登台:好似在春天里登台眺望。

9、我:可以将此“我”理解为老子自称,也可理解为所谓“体道之士”。

10、泊:淡泊、恬静。

11、未兆:没有征兆、没有预感和迹象,形容无动于衷、不炫耀自己。

12、沌沌兮:混沌,不清楚。

13、孩:同“咳”,形容婴儿的笑声。

14、傫傫兮:疲倦闲散的样子。

15、有余:有丰盛的财货。

16、遗:不足的意思。

17、愚人:纯朴、直率的状态。

18、昭昭:智巧光耀的样子。

19、昏昏:愚钝暗昧的样子。

20、察察:严厉苛刻的样子。

21、闷闷:纯朴诚实的样子。

22、澹兮:辽远广阔的样子。

23、飓兮:急风。

24、有以:有用、有为,有本领。

25、顽且鄙:形容愚陋、笨拙。

26、贵食母:母用以比喻“道”,道是生育天地万物之母。此名意为以守道为贵。